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How Are You?
04:08
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Hello, how are you today?
Wake up take a pill it's gonna be okay
It’s funny how things go in this game we play
You know what they say winning isn't everything
I lose myself with every single breath I take
Try as I might but I just can’t keep my head straight
Hate waking up, and in the night I just can’t sleep
It’s like I have this cloud just hanging over me and they said
Hello, how are you today?
Wake up take a pill it's gonna be okay
It’s funny how things go in this game we play
You know what they say winning isn't everything
Minutes into hours and then hours into to days
I’m on 2 prescriptions, and they’ve got me in a haze
I'll be damned if I’m not trying but i just can't break away
I know I’ve been sold a demon that’s guiding me into my grave they said…
Hello, how are you today?
Wake up take a pill it's gonna be okay
It’s funny how things go in this game we play
You know what they say winning isn't everything
Hello, how are you today?
Woke up out of pills and I threw my body in a rage
I’ve made damn sure every single bottle was empty
Now my body is shaking, and it’s getting hard to breathe.
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Vivian
03:49
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Vivian, you stole my heart
Vivian, I should have known from the start
Vivian, why are you so far away?
Vivian, I want to hear you say… I love you
Oh Vivian, you stole my heart (You stole my X2)
Oh Vivian, How i hate that we’re apart
Vivian, can you call me on the phone?
Vivian, I know your voice would help me when I feel alone
Vivian, these messages are everything
But Vivian, I want to hear you sing, cause I love you.
Vivian, you stole my heart (You stole my X2)
Oh Vivian, How I hate that we’re apart
But I’m starting to get the feeling I just may be wrong
Had I lost my mind to not know what was going on
Could I be so blind? How could you lead a second life?
And waste my time oh Vivian
You stole my heart (You stole my X2)
Vivian, you stole my heart. (You stole my, you stole my heart)
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3. |
Secrets
03:22
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Do you think I’m crazy?
Believe me I have my reasons why
I’m a warrior, she said to me with a fire in her eye
And no one had seen him, and only two people know why
No proof or witness of the beauty queen with the fire in her eye
There’s no need to throw me off the deep end
Baby I’ll keep all your secrets
Don’t wrap me up with all your regrets
Baby I’ll keep all your secrets in the dark
Time went on, I could feel it more as every day passed by
I had fallen deeply, it wasn’t love but it had me intertwined
And I think I’m crazy, and believe me I have my reasons why
The spell of the warrior, the beauty queen with the fire in her eye
There’s no need to throw me off the deep end
Baby I’ll keep all your secrets
Don’t wrap me up with all your regrets
Baby I’ll keep all your secrets in the dark
And I’ll hold them tight where no one knows
In my heart and in my soul
I’ll hold them close, keep them dear confide in me and have no fear
And I’ll hold them tight where no one knows
In my heart and in my soul
I’ll hold them close, keep them dear confide in me and have no fear and I’ll
Keep your secrets (keeping your secrets)
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4. |
Expectations
04:42
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Everything you ever wanted, was everything I couldn’t be
And this old house is haunted, when you’re not next to me
And I know I must have went wrong, somewhere along the lines
So I’ll just watch our world fall, like I do every other time
And I don’t meet your expectations, maybe I don’t even try
No I don’t meet your expectations, and I never bothered asking why
… Down and broken, I thought I said it all, but maybe I've misspoken
The skeletons inside our closet, no one ever has to know
It sure was a battle and we lost it, now we’re down and bleeding, breathing slow
So we’re counting all our losses, and we’re dwelling in the past
This is far from what I wanted, now we’re settling for last
And i don’t meet your expectations, maybe I don’t even try
No I don’t meet your expectations, and I never bothered asking why
There’s missing pages that I just can’t find
I’ve read front to back and in between the lines
And I feel as though I’m losing my mind
I’m running out of breath and we’re running out of time
And I don’t meet your expectations, maybe I don’t even try
No I don’t meet your expectations, and you never bothered asking why
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5. |
Arson
05:01
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Pushed up against the wall
Nowhere left to go
No one To hear you call
No reason left to fight
I threw it all away for good
I burned it down just cause I could
And i watched it fall right to the ground
Took a breath, got back up and turned around
And the words seem to escape me
What was the reason for it all?
Didn’t see a point in waiting
When we knew how the cards would fall
I threw it all away for good
I burned it down just cause I could
And i watched it fall right to the ground
Took a breath, got back up and turned around
I threw it all away for good
I burned it down just cause I could
I threw it all away for good
I burned it down just cause I could
And i watched it fall right to the ground
Took a breath, got back up and turned around
I Took a breath, got back up and turned around
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The TV
02:53
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Don’t turn on the TV, there’s nothing to see
Lies upon lies, and torn up families
In a world that’s turned ugly, it’s hard to believe
That anything could save us, that we’ll ever be free
So where do we go, is there a path we could take
What do we do, is there something someone needs to say?
Seeing is believing, so they pull the curtains closed
Sweep it under the rug, no one will know
Fabricate stories, twist and turn the truth
Cause In a world that’s divided, they know they’ll never lose
So where do we go, is there a path we could take
What do we do, when no one knows what to say?
And we’ve lost our way
All I can think to say is..
Don’t turn on the TV, there’s nothing to see
Just more of the lies, blood and tears and greed.
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7. |
Indestructible
05:07
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I wish I was indestructible, but here I am, I’m just a man
Broken and uncomfortable, sweaty palms and shaking hands
So what was it you said to me? Sometimes things don’t go as planned
Maybe it’s not meant to be, but it all works out in the end
And I’d live by your hand, And I’d die by your side
And I’d do it all again, Was that all a lie?
And I wish that I was capable, to understand your real from pretend
But you’re a maze that’s inescapable, I’m running round in circles and I just can’t find an end
So what was it you said to me? Sometimes things don’t go as planned
It just wasn’t meant to be, but it all works out in the end
And I’d live by your hand, and I’d die by your side
And I’d do it all again, was that all a lie?
And I’d live by your hand, and I’d die by your side
And I’d do it all again, was that all a lie?
I wish I was indestructible, But here I am, I’m just a man
I wish I was indestructible, But Here I am, I’m crumbling
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8. |
Long Nights
03:35
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In different times, We’d be walking side by side
Through the night, looking out for satellites
And everything felt right, we’d sleep all day and stay up all night
Though we didn’t have a dime,we still had the times of our lives
I remember the...
Long nights on the phone
Outside in my ride getting stoned
Walking into the unknown
You’ll never have to be alone, alone
The world will change, People will still stay the same
And we’ll stay sane, and watch it unfold from the windowpane
Cause we don’t know what to say, and tomorrow could just be our day
No need to be afraid, Life has always been this way
I remember...
Long nights on the phone
Outside in my ride getting stoned
Walking into the unknown
You’ll never have to be alone, alone
Long nights on the phone
Outside in my ride getting stoned
Walking into the unknown
You’ll never have to be alone, alone
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9. |
Next to You
03:40
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It’s been a while since I wrote one down for you
But I don’t know how to put the words into
So we’ll lay back as the local train tears through
I’d rather be nowhere else but next to you
And I want you to know that
You’re my wildest dream come true
And I want you to feel the way I do
When I’m lying next to you
It’s funny how the pieces fell into place on cue
As we fought our fears that it was to good to be true
Years passed and one thing still remains
with you I’d swim upstream through the tides of change.
And I want you to know that
You’re my wildest dream come true
And I want you to feel the way I do
When I’m lying next to you
Next to you
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10. |
Worn Out Shoes
03:19
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I walk to work in these worn out shoes
Yeah they’ve worn right through the soul
And everyday is just the same
Wasting all my time away getting old
Break your spirit then lift it up
No one's ego goes untouched
You’ll soon find…
Brace yourself and take the punch
Pick yourself back up
You’ll be fine, you’ll be fine
Do do do do
And I’m walking home in these worn out shoes
Coming in from the cold
And my wallet may be empty, my car is broken down
But you’re mine to hold
And I don't need to have it all
It's enough to know you're there to catch me if I fall
Break your spirit then lift it up
No one's ego goes untouched
You’ll soon find…
Brace yourself and take the punch
Pick yourself back up
You’ll be fine, you’ll be fine
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Brad Abbott Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania
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